sometimes,
u really wanna scold urself..

WHY.
WHY cry over such stupid things.

i mean, he is just a kid..
and ur parents are just trying to sheild him..
or wadeva..
i mean,
IT WAS YOUR FAULT THAT U DIDNT MANAGE TO PERSUADE THAT IDIOT HEAD


i mean, he could be a bit mean..
no, totally mean..
but u are still much older than him..

so why are u crying because of such a damn git??!!

sometimes, u are just so stupid.

BUT WADEVA.


thats was not what i want to blog about anyway..
better treasure the time i have online or
HE MIGHT JUST TRY TO USE ONE OF HIS INNOCENT WAYS TO GET YOU INTO SILLY LITTLE TROUBLES.

what i was going to say..
is that..

JOHNNY DEPP ROCKS!

i think if there were a list of who i like the best beside my parents,
it would be 1) soh then 2) johnny depp

ohohohoho~

the movie was quite okay,
except we got some very bad seats due to SOME GAYS.
but i shall clear my debts some other day..
lol..

anyway,
the movie,
yes,
i think captain Jack Sparrow, or Johnny,
is so cool~
and funny..

but what i dont quite really appreciate is the way the end the movie..

i was there,
all hopeful and gan dong,
waiting for the Depp to appear at last..

BUT,
it turn out it wasnt him..
he didnt got away..
fine.

then like what mx said,
they shouldny make it so obvious johnny isnt dea or sth..
because it really makes the movie like..
some brigde from one cliff to another..
not really a very complete movie,
to me, at least..

but nvm..
johnny depp rocks!
without him i dunthink anyone would wanna watch Pirates oF the carribean anyway..
donch understand WHY yanroo and glace (with her new ultra kawaii hairstyle) prefers that bloom-y guy..

and keira knightley is lucky LOR..
u noe why..

BUAHAHAHA~

i still think my bro suck..
he is finding every excuse to hit me..
to sabotage me..

and dad is finding every excuse to stand on damn bro's side..
saying its my fault.
finding every chance to reprimand me of whatever i say..
(u cannot tok without being scolded. i wasnt rude. i tok to him politely without a bit of sacarsm)
but he refuse, he always does, to refuse to what i say when im still "friendly and peaceful"
well, they never seemed to lidten to what i say before.. everytime i try to u tok to them, esp my dad, they will be like, half listening and half toking to some other ppl, be it my bro, mom or dad..
and they dont care about what i say.
they ALWAYS gets distracted..
they always never reponse to what i say.

SOMETIMES,
when i ask my dad something important of what..
HE DONT EVEN BOTHER TO REPLY.
WHENI TELL HIM SOMETHING AND EXPECTS A REPLY,
HE JUST PRETEND HE DIDNT HEAR.
THEY HAVE TIME, MONEY, CARE, LOVE FOR ME,
BUT THEY ARE BIASE AND THEY DO NOT HAVE EARS FOR ME.

thats why i say, they totally do not understand me..
sometimes, they even ask what class im in,
or worse, WHICH SECONDARY LEVEL IM IN.

and they asked it SO CASUALLY..
they no longer care about my studies..
sometimes even heck about bad results.

and after sometime, u wil get tired rite..
so i stop toking to them..
i stop speaking to them about serious stuff anymore.
i stop confiding to them.
i cant be bothered either.
i mean..
I TRIED SPILLING MY THINGS TO THEM.
IT WAS THEM WHO DIDNT WANT TO LISTEN.
NOT I WHO DONT WANT TO SAY.

I TRY COMMUNICATING WITH THEM.
BUT WHAT CAN U DO WHEN THE OTHER PARTY IS NOT INTEREST IN COMMUNICATING WITH YOU???

he even start PRETENDING not to see it when my bro came along and hit me.

and the worse of all..
he (my dad) was getting every chance to get me off the internet so that my bro can use it
REASONABLY.

but i shall REN3.
tolerance is a virtue..
u noe how to write REN3?

a knife on the heart with a splatter of blood.

yea..

thats how it feels.

but wadeva..


maybe its generation gap.

and i nvr want to try reaching beyond this gap anymore.
i try to tell them thing nicely and politely,
but they just think im crapping..
they think im ALWAYS WRONG.
well, thats what it is supposed to be wad.

i mean, i love them, really.
but i guess that is the most i can say..

ANYWAY~
something more cheerful...
tmr going to Qiao's house!!!

and where is his house?
PARC OASIS!!!!


!!!!!!!

does it rings a bell or sth?

YES!!!!!

SOMEBODY lives there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahahahahaha~

yah right.. johnny depp lives there..
LOL.



WHERE I BELONG~
WHERE I KEEP MY HEART AND SOUL~~~

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